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[05 Jan 2006|02:09pm]
I've made a new account, the only one i'm gonna use from now on.. tis

By_starlight_06 i'll add you all, tis up to u if u add back..

goodbye rusted afro =(
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Paah [10 Nov 2005|04:34pm]
Ah shit it's like less than a month to Cradle of Filth =(
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New Journal [19 Oct 2005|11:43pm]

New Journal, friends only, add or don't add..
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I don't see myself when I look in ur eyes.. [12 Oct 2005|10:25pm]
Decided I can't wait till Christmas, i'm buying thee boots when I get paid, so i'll be £140 down but they are pretty =) Also seen two other pairs I want but, I have car insurance, a phone bill and uni books to buy so that may not happen =/ PANTS!

Working tomorrow night PANTS also.

My house smells of gas, there's a man coming out jst now, tis half ten and i'm tired so he should move his arse as i'm scared =(

Got a new shexshy phone =) I would post my number here but.. The only people who are getting it on my lj list are Elliott, Darren and Siooo so I won't!

I was going to watch Hogan knows best (kevs fault) but I can't as i'm not allowed to switch anything on or off so I may as well stay here as i'm not allowed to switch it off!

Not so pants..Collapse )

Later x
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[05 Oct 2005|10:54pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Elliott wrote me a story to cheer me up, I have decided it should be made public as tis a work of art, if u don't read it.. U suck =)

Chelliott's finest hour..Collapse )

After a while he decided that the moral of the story was not what I decided but rather something else..

The Moral: In the words of the author himself:
"dnt let things get to u cuz its nearly always nothing to worry about and its quite proabale other ppl got it worse"

His books hit shelves next August..

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Last Fm [05 Sep 2005|06:51pm]
[ mood | cold ]


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Atreyu [31 Aug 2005|11:05pm]
[ mood | Not how I meant cold.. ]

(Why, Why, Why, Why) x4
-Sometimes this beauty is choking me,
but at least its your hands at my throat
Your lashes brush against my cheek,
coupled with your breath on my neck
The world around you falls away and I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too
-And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be what I hate
-Lets be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream no one said caring was easy
-I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth
Sometimes I felt so souless I couldn't even look at me
It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change
But I'll be damned if I push you away

i remember when my dreams were dying, and i damned the sun, i damned the sun to pieces, i carved hateful thoughts into my chest, then you took my hand and nothing has ever felt the same, and nothing, has ever, nothing has ever felt the same.

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[22 Aug 2005|11:52pm]
[ mood | chipper ]


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Don't you wish.. [15 Aug 2005|10:19pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Sometimes you feel like you just won't compare, even though your not sure what to =(

On a lighter note.. I get to see him tomorrow nite =)=)=) three times in the space of a week is always good and I need to see him after how crap my day was yesterday for reasons, I need his hugs *smiles*

laters x

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[13 Aug 2005|12:57am]
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[04 Aug 2005|01:25am]
Your Mood Ring is Blue-Green

Inner emotions charged
Yet, somewhat relaxed

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Weekend summary, at the start for a change! [30 Jul 2005|11:48am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

In short, last night was fun (for the most part) ^_^ Tonight will prove to be interesting =/ and tomorrow night I am no longer Cathousing it =) Yay, as I hate Sundays in that place, am however going to Solid Rock for a while <333333333 then to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!! *Dances a merry dance*

Probably won't update again till Monday so I thought i'd share that uselss and rushed info with you!

Time to go book the holiday =D

Laters xx

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The Dark Mark [27 Jul 2005|02:10am]
[ mood | relieved ]

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Is Love x

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100 things [25 Jul 2005|12:56am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

100 things quizCollapse )

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'The Game' [22 Jul 2005|01:50am]
[ mood | Positive ]

My attempt at trying to beat Elliott in a race to get 100 good things in life =p

1. Scrubs
2. Green Day
3. Converse
4. My Chemical Romance
5. Slayer
6. Killswitch Engage
7. Muse
8. Placebo
9. December
10. Billy Idol (yes im that sad)
11. Being sad enough to race Elliott on a quiz
12. My Friends
13. parties
14. The tv show Friends
15. Shoes
16. Perfume
17. Book - The Five People You Meet in Heaven
18. Harry Potter
19. Snape
20. Ice Cream
21. BBQ's
22. Jumping off phone boxes when your drunk just because you can
23. Hugs from strangers
24. Free Drinks
25. DCs
26. Making new friends
27. Setting fire to things
28. Book - The Lovely Bones
29. Book - Lolita
30. Sex and the City
31. Pinapple Cakes
32. Kisses
33. Thunder Storms
34. Tiaras
35. Dressing up..In all way shape and forms :p
36. Ann Summers
37. Johnny Depp
38. Hayden Christensen
39. Cars
40. The feeling when you leave the hairdressers
41. Getting text messages
42. Umm..Sex
43. Having money in your bank account
44. Ben & Jerry's
45. Belts
46. Laughing so hard you cry
47. Feeling trully satisfied
48. Passing exams
49. Black Magic Chocolates
50. Cult Clothing
51. Having clear skin
52. Getting the better of someone
53. Internet that doesn't randomly disconnect
54. Cold beds
55. Spontaneous dates
56. The smell of salon selectives styling mousse
57. Piercings
58. Red Nail Polish
59. The Film Pretty Woman
60. Bam Margera
61. Dexter Holland
62. Topshop
63. Beads
64. Knowing that even though the videos Bizkit takes are reallly embarrassing that they're there to look back on.. In like 10 years when I forgive him for the filming whilst hungover in Aviemore, grr!
65. Smell of Savlon
66. Boys with Tattoos
67. Ice Skating
68. Dancing
69. Having people give u funny looks when you say things they don't understand
70. Private jokes
71. Arguing in French
72. That my birthday always falls in the summer holiday
73. Snowboarding
74. The Edge, however much I deny it
75. Jaffa Cakes
76. My Spongebob square pants lunch box
77. Tacky presents
78. Having Jewlery no one else has
79. Tacky Christmas ear-rings
80. Bucking Bronchos
81. NEWCASTLE!!!!!!!!!!
82. Irish accents
83. Knowing the AA can rescue me no matter where I am
84. When Martin keeps it in his pants
85. Sonic the Hedgehog
86. Twister
87. Poker
88. Smell of cut grass
89. Drunken Trivial persuit, oh the innuendo =p
90. The colour Red
91. The Colour Green
92. Glitter Spray
93. Smell of permanent markers
94. Girly nights
95. Truth or dare ;)
96. Taking the piss out of people
97. Making up after fights
98. Sales
99. Having three months were ur car doesn't break down
100. Pimp my ride

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Sexy Dexter Holland =) [18 Jul 2005|01:24am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Hmm, tonight twas fun, met Darren for a while which was cool as I feel better now and have much <3 of the friendship variety for the boy as he makes me laugh, I may still like him a bit but like i've said to him, it isn't anything I can't deal with so so long as he gets in touch with me occassionally and doesn't let certain shit stirrers get in the way we should be cool to stay friends. Just feels like a weight of my shoulders to know I can still feel comfortable with him without anything else although I won't pretend I don't miss it, just not like I thought I would, feel quite stupid for everything but I apologised and all is cool, guess I just have to continue to try and put everything that's happened behind me.

He could only stay for an hour or so so once I dropped him off I went to Emma's as planned, watched simpsons where Homer was 'pie man' and therefor decided would be a grand idea to go to asda and get some =)

Watched some random cartoon thing called 'Drawn together' which was hilarious lol and so very very wrong!! Pimp my ride UK was on to, which is just damned embarrassing, US ones far better, random screaming American idiots can't be beaten..Aaah American Idoit >.> *Thinks of Billy Joe* Who can only be beaten by le sexy Dexter..oook getting side tracked..

I want an industrial =) Piercing for the thicker of you, wanted one done for aages now so I think I shall do it whenever the pain of the tattoo goes away..woooooo! N no..the tattoo man did not fancy me =/ Altho he did tell me he'd do the piercing for hardly anything when it said they averaged like £30 on the wall :S I want it through the top of my ear although 5mm stretching sounds wrong. After 45 minutes of pain for the tat I think I can deal with it tho o_O

Ooft, i'm away to watch Idle Hands now as Dexter and Seth Green are in it, all we need now is Bam =)

Later dearies xxx

Edit: Random shitty thingCollapse )

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Tattoo = Pain [17 Jul 2005|04:44pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Tattoos fucking hurt!!!!!

I may be a bit of a wuss but they do, it still stings 24 hours later, makes even stupidly simple things like driving (one comment on my driving and i'll kill u) extreemly uncomfortable =( Pfft pudry though =)
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Pot bellied old man claims to be Brad Pitt. [10 Jul 2005|01:37am]
[ mood | cranky ]

Drunkenness is an issue, tis always an issue but not so much now as earlier, obviously as that would be weird! Understand?

Schuh don't have the DC's I wanted, bastards!!! Pfft, they do have hella cool mens ones I may be tempted to buy though! Hey, my green chucks were from the mens dept so why not?! Tisn't my fault they are idiots! All trainer type shoes should be unisex anyway, I no more than one guy who's wanted pink converse and one who had them so =p to shoe companies, and meh to them to as them and ann summers are the cause of me being so skint all the time. Grr!!

I am emotionally retarded tonight but hey, shit happens.

I can't be bothered buying trainers, may get Vans but it seems like alot of hassle trying to get them to that 'broken in' look, yeah you no the one, shoes like that look so much better when they aren't brand new =) Still don't have my purple glittery Doc's either but i'll try and persuade my mum to half in for them and we can share them =) I like that idea as will she *fingers crossed*

Some weird man asked said to me the other day 'Not think I look a bit like Brad Pitt' don't think he quite expected the answer 'Well who knows, maybe in 15 years, if hes hit the bottle pretty hard and he's forgotten what exercise is, never know do you' =/ may have been a bit pissed off at the time but hey, sometimes drunk people piss me off..well when i'm not drunk anyway =p xx

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Yep.. That would work for me!

Later chaps

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[09 Jul 2005|03:29am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

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WTF? [23 Jun 2005|11:34pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Yeah ok, can me just see me and George Bush talking politics in The Vulcan now cant you?

Your Cancer Drinking Style

You are a comfort drinker -- and an extra wine with dinner or an after-work beer or six can be extra comforting, can't it, Cancer darling?
Like fellow water signs Scorpio and Pisces, you must guard against lushery.
You are brilliant at ferreting out secret parties and insinuating yourself on VIP lists.

And, in true Hollywood style, you are never really drunk; instead, you get "tired and emotional" (read: weepy when lubricated).
But most people agree: there's nothing better than swapping stories (and spit) over a few bottles of inky red wine with you. Your sign also rules the flavor vanilla, and you adore anyone who serves up vanilla vodka and soda.
Your Signature Cocktails
Ruled by the moon, Cancers are intrigued by the idea of moonshine -- any booze, from a bourbon press to a whiskey and soda to grandpappy's special brew in a mason jar, will do. You also like comfortingly warm and sweet drinks, like hot toddies and hot buttered rums. A six-pack of Bud will also do.
Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies
Jessica Simpson, Pamela Anderson, George W. Bush, Tom Cruise, Will Ferrell, Lil' Kim, Lindsey Lohan, and John Cusack.

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